Seasons of the heart

First comes spring,the feelings of lust, of new love, of excitement.The want, the need to explore these new feelings this new person it makes you feel something new, it breaks the monotony of everyday life!
Spring brings with it april showers days of doubt, of nervousness, a period where your heart it cautious where you use your head and tread easily like a new born lamb finding its feet, this love is new and fresh like the air of spring.
Summer follows, the eternal sunshine that glows from your heart as you explore every inch of your new love, their eyes, their voice, their heart beat, the feel of their skin, their touch. April showers have vanished as your heart is sure of what it feels, butterflies flutter in your stomach just as they flutter from flower to beautiful flower. The warm summer sun upon your face mirrors the warmth in your heart, if you are lucky you will experience a prolonged summer a life of warmth and bliss but we all are not this fortunate and so begins the autumn of our hearts.
Autumn brings with it wild winds and doubts, leaves swirl around your feet in hectic hurricanes you have no control over them they begin to consume you to bury you completely and so the love begins to fade not as a result of lack of feeling but out of necessity, necessity to keep yourself from being consumed.
And so it is winter, your hearts warmth as died and all that is left is a hollow frosty shell kept warm only by the flame of the love you once knew, you hold that love still somewhere deep inside waiting for destiny to revive it in time once again until then you must sit by the fire of what used to be and warm your frosty soul as you watch the ghosts of happiness burn before you