Eres Todo Para Mi

I am sitting here with your notebook resting on my chest. It is just close enough for me to smell your scent every time I breathe. Breathing you in.
This book is precious, each page contains a piece of our story, of our love and with every turn of a page i can feel the love that you put into this little pink book.
The Drawings are on my wall beside my bed so that even though you are not here I can look at them each day when a wake up and they are a constant reminder that in 8 weeks I will be waking to see your beautiful face next to mine.
Each time your scent fills my head i become intoxicated, with memories, with feelings, remembering those mornings getting ready together, watching you, observing, kissing, touching. These memories cause my heart to race, the pace quickening as you permeate through all of my other thoughts. The intensity with which you have touched my life has changed my heart, my mind, my soul. I am no longer a single being, I am part of you, and you part of me. Our souls have merged and our hearts have synchronized.
Last night through a screen I experienced one of the most intense emotional moments of my life. A moment that I could only share with you.
Receiving this package today combined with that moment yesterday as made me even more certain, if that is possible,that you are the one for me, you are my one.
This summer is going to be one filled with fun, laughter, love and revelations. A new phase to our ever growing love.
I love you J, forever in my heart, you are my everything, with you i feel safe and strong. You are my reason, my gift from the stars.
Welcome to our epic love, infinite together.
Te amo mi amor, eres todo para mi.