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On Saturday I had what can only be described as a turbulent nights sleep.
Full of nightmares and various images which woke me from sleep in quite an alarming fashion. I woke on Sunday morning early and I was in a rather philosophical mood, and dangerously over thinking every little thing. During this period of intense procrastination i recognised a constant something which never alters something which remains stable. Everything else around me changes frequently, the weather, the building, the faces, the voices, the feelings. So many people walk into our lives and then walk out again. We pass through so many places and see how gradually the faces of buildings will change. Each day we wake and our feelings are different to that of the previous day. You, you are the one constant. Always present, always the same, and i always feel the same about you. This love never falters, it seems to be unaffected by the elements, by landscape , by other people.
Once again last night a silence crept over me, unexpectedly. Not a silence of sadness or of sorrow, just a silence. My mind was blank until I lay in bed and began to think. The only thoughts which entered my head were ones of you, of us, of our life.
I want you to know that my silence with you is never a silence of sorrow but a silence of appreciation, of wonderment, of awe that you have walked into my life and turned my world upside down. You have captured my heart and i am yours.
on Sunday when my thoughts could have lead me to sadness your love saw me through, gave me hope, gave me clarity. Your voice in my mind excites my mind, causes my heart to race and provides a reason for life.
You are my life, my heart, my soul, my friend, my everything, without you there is no me J.
Forever is a long time but it is a long time that I want to spend with you.

*lo que mas quiero en este mundo eso eres*