Wait Another Day; Uh Huh Her
Daniel; Bat For Lashes
Wake Up!; Arcade Fire
I Know You Want Me; Pitbull
Drumming Song; Florence and The Machine
Kiss With a Fist; Florence and The Machine
La Loba; Shakira
All These Things I Hate(revolve around me); Bullet For My Valentine
Whats Up?; 4 Non- Blondes
Cuz I Can; Pink
Babe Im Gonna Leave You; Led Zepplin
Crimewave; Crystal Castles
Sexy Bitch; David Guetta
Little Lion Man: Mumford and Sons
Divebomb; Crystal Castles
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
"Holding onto anger is like grasping onto a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else. You are the one who gets burned"
All I had and all I knew I wnated pulled so quickly from beneath me.
A grudge held in the heart, a grudge which disrupts love and all its feeings. Memories which once played in your mind as ones which would brighten your day now are remembered with sorrow and pain, something which was perfect turned sour because of something which somebody could not let go.
You shared your feelings and your heart, experienced things out of the ordinanry but still one grudge can erase all of this!
Made to look like the bad guy, can you blame your heart? Should you blame your heart? Guilt is something created in our minds and not necessarliy when it should be there. Questions about your values are put forward, your words and mind twisted, you are the criminal the one who has been banished you are the one resposible for something which you did not intentionally do!!
Is there ever really understanding with matters of the heart? Does anybody really tell the truth, one would hope so in cases of love and desire but in cases of bitterness and spite believing in lies may be best for all involved.
Bitterness can be sweetened and memories restored, if the begrudger wills it so.
<3
A grudge held in the heart, a grudge which disrupts love and all its feeings. Memories which once played in your mind as ones which would brighten your day now are remembered with sorrow and pain, something which was perfect turned sour because of something which somebody could not let go.
You shared your feelings and your heart, experienced things out of the ordinanry but still one grudge can erase all of this!
Made to look like the bad guy, can you blame your heart? Should you blame your heart? Guilt is something created in our minds and not necessarliy when it should be there. Questions about your values are put forward, your words and mind twisted, you are the criminal the one who has been banished you are the one resposible for something which you did not intentionally do!!
Is there ever really understanding with matters of the heart? Does anybody really tell the truth, one would hope so in cases of love and desire but in cases of bitterness and spite believing in lies may be best for all involved.
Bitterness can be sweetened and memories restored, if the begrudger wills it so.
<3
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
quotes to love!
"Si te hace feliz"
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
"I've lived through terrible things in my life and some of them actually happened"
"I like long walks especially when they are taken by people who annoy me"
"Events in the past may be roughly divided into those which probably never happened and those which do not matter"
"I can stand almost anything except the succession of ordinary days"
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason on madness"
"I do not want people to be agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them"
"It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife."
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
"I've lived through terrible things in my life and some of them actually happened"
"I like long walks especially when they are taken by people who annoy me"
"Events in the past may be roughly divided into those which probably never happened and those which do not matter"
"I can stand almost anything except the succession of ordinary days"
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason on madness"
"I do not want people to be agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them"
"It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife."
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Seasons of the heart
First comes spring,the feelings of lust, of new love, of excitement.The want, the need to explore these new feelings this new person it makes you feel something new, it breaks the monotony of everyday life!
Spring brings with it april showers days of doubt, of nervousness, a period where your heart it cautious where you use your head and tread easily like a new born lamb finding its feet, this love is new and fresh like the air of spring.
Summer follows, the eternal sunshine that glows from your heart as you explore every inch of your new love, their eyes, their voice, their heart beat, the feel of their skin, their touch. April showers have vanished as your heart is sure of what it feels, butterflies flutter in your stomach just as they flutter from flower to beautiful flower. The warm summer sun upon your face mirrors the warmth in your heart, if you are lucky you will experience a prolonged summer a life of warmth and bliss but we all are not this fortunate and so begins the autumn of our hearts.
Autumn brings with it wild winds and doubts, leaves swirl around your feet in hectic hurricanes you have no control over them they begin to consume you to bury you completely and so the love begins to fade not as a result of lack of feeling but out of necessity, necessity to keep yourself from being consumed.
And so it is winter, your hearts warmth as died and all that is left is a hollow frosty shell kept warm only by the flame of the love you once knew, you hold that love still somewhere deep inside waiting for destiny to revive it in time once again until then you must sit by the fire of what used to be and warm your frosty soul as you watch the ghosts of happiness burn before you
Spring brings with it april showers days of doubt, of nervousness, a period where your heart it cautious where you use your head and tread easily like a new born lamb finding its feet, this love is new and fresh like the air of spring.
Summer follows, the eternal sunshine that glows from your heart as you explore every inch of your new love, their eyes, their voice, their heart beat, the feel of their skin, their touch. April showers have vanished as your heart is sure of what it feels, butterflies flutter in your stomach just as they flutter from flower to beautiful flower. The warm summer sun upon your face mirrors the warmth in your heart, if you are lucky you will experience a prolonged summer a life of warmth and bliss but we all are not this fortunate and so begins the autumn of our hearts.
Autumn brings with it wild winds and doubts, leaves swirl around your feet in hectic hurricanes you have no control over them they begin to consume you to bury you completely and so the love begins to fade not as a result of lack of feeling but out of necessity, necessity to keep yourself from being consumed.
And so it is winter, your hearts warmth as died and all that is left is a hollow frosty shell kept warm only by the flame of the love you once knew, you hold that love still somewhere deep inside waiting for destiny to revive it in time once again until then you must sit by the fire of what used to be and warm your frosty soul as you watch the ghosts of happiness burn before you
The Darkness
I lie in this place, the damp and cold sinks into my bones into my very soul.
The tears which were once produced from my blue eyes are not existent now.My hearts pain once fierce and uncontrollable is now null and void, the pain is numbed by fear and regret. Distance is a curse, something uncontrollable and undeniable.
I reach for my angel but she has descended into the darkness too, we are one in the darkness a wholeness which is forbidden in light, two hearts beat in the shadows but in the shadows this connection must remain, bound by loyality to others the heart must be forgotten as practicality and other such nonsense takes over.
What happens when your heart and your head pull your soul in opposite directions when you want to do right by everybody but this is impossible, if you rip your heart from your chest would it make it better, would it ease the pain ,would it fix the damage which has been done?
blackened hearts dont beat they crumble watch as mine disintegrates.<3
The tears which were once produced from my blue eyes are not existent now.My hearts pain once fierce and uncontrollable is now null and void, the pain is numbed by fear and regret. Distance is a curse, something uncontrollable and undeniable.
I reach for my angel but she has descended into the darkness too, we are one in the darkness a wholeness which is forbidden in light, two hearts beat in the shadows but in the shadows this connection must remain, bound by loyality to others the heart must be forgotten as practicality and other such nonsense takes over.
What happens when your heart and your head pull your soul in opposite directions when you want to do right by everybody but this is impossible, if you rip your heart from your chest would it make it better, would it ease the pain ,would it fix the damage which has been done?
blackened hearts dont beat they crumble watch as mine disintegrates.<3
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