Dreaming of You

I sit and watch the world go by,
Thinking purely of only the things which catch my eye,
A young couple holding hands
And suddenly I miss you.

I remember how your soft skin feels,
The rhythm of your breathing, all of those appeals,
The rules of attraction, love, longing, lust,
Being with you is my only must.

The world around me begins to spin,
It washes away like paint in the rain,
The colours merge as the figures blur,
A sudden bright light and you are here.


I rise slowly, sure I am now deep in a dream,
I step forward towards you to check if you are real,
I know my imagination has gone into overdrive,
I couldn't care less, you are here, you are mine.

You extend your arms and pull me close,
My heart has stopped beating my eyes are closed,
You touch my face and kiss my lips,
I am in heaven, eternal bliss.

My heart, my soul, my body are all yours,
Your scent it fills my head and I am free,
In your loving arms I want to stay,#
This daydream is one which I hope wont fade away.

I open my eyes and the world returns,
The walls become solid and words can now be heard,
Figures rebuild as my mind recuperates,
Dreaming of you makes me feel infinite, great!

In nine weeks time my dreams will come true,
The distance, the space, the time will fall away leaving just me and you,
To have you, to hold you, to kiss you everywhere,
I ma ready baby, here is my life, ours forever to share.

Te amo mi vida

tick tock..tick tock...

This week i had many strange dreams, of far off lands, of lost friends, of nightmarish situations. These dreams provided me with a door to past memeories, to recurring dreams which once haunted me. Dreams which always take place in unusual localities, in vivid colour, containing images my mind does not want to forget.
Through these pensive thoughts on dreams of past and present i began to think of the actual process of thinking, how it is a process which does not cease until our hearts stop until life has escaped from our bodies.
Even in a sort of paralysis also known as sleep we are in a mode of thinking. When we have vivid dreams our eyelids flicker, our brains are active. When we awaken from our 'peaceful' nights sleep we are immediately thinking, trying to remember our nights adventures in the land of nod.
Some of us of course have brains which are constantly thinking but when do we get a break when can we just switch off?? for some people they find the solace of a thoughtless mind at the bottom of a bottle,in mind altering substances, in the cut of a blade, but many of us are on a constant journey of thought. We are never released from the coils of thought with which our brains our bound, so do we have to cease to exist to have a quiet mind?
procrastination has produced many of the worlds most earth shattering philosophies,the most breathtaking art, so of the most melodic music and has also drove many to the brink of sanity, can we stop our thoughts do we possess that power or must we simply remain in this mode of thinking for eternity?

Irish

St. Patrick's day, a day of national pride and of nationhood.
Celebrated worldwide, a festival which brings Irish together everywhere.
Parades of colour and music which shows our traditional roots, ceile dancing and songs in native Irish language too.
However for some of us there is the darker side, the side which makes us not want to partake in the celebrations. The side induced by alcohol.
Drinking has for centuries been an Irish tradition a trademark quality of the emerald isle but to our detriment.
I was saddened tonight as they came home clattering around, slurring their words.
the little girl trapped within me wanted to scream and cry but instead I kept it locked inside.
Proud to be irish, proud of my country but I offen wonder why was it snakes that were banish and not drink??

My Everything

Your smile, illuminating,
Your touch, sends shivers down my spine,
Your scent, makes my head spin,
My heart races knowing you are mine.

The touch of your hand,
The twinklie in your eyes,
I want to hold your body close to mine,
Stay with me until the sun sets,
You are my world dont ever forget,

I can hardly find the words to express the inexplicable joy that your love brings.
Our journey across the earth is going to be epic,
Our future is bright as the golden sun.
Silver tears no longer glisten from my blue eyes as you are my happiness in you my dreams i have found.
Thank you for loving and caring and making me laugh, you are an inspiration.
My first and my last,
My everything in life
Respect, love, happiness
Te amo my love

ramblings on nothing

Pin-The YYY's
Maps-The YYY's
Y Control-The YYY's
Phenomena-The YYY's
Cheated Hearts-The YYY's
The Sweets-The YYY's
Hello Tomorrow-The YYY's
Dogs Days-Florence and the Machine
Kiss with a fist-Florence and the machine
Rockabilly-Peggy Sue and the Pirates
Neopolitan Dreams-Lisa Mitchell
Lets Make Out-Does it offend you, yeah?
Epic Last Song-Does it offend you,yeah?
Float On-Modest Mouse
New Romantic-Laura Marling

I was looking for an old c.d the other day (nirvana i think?) and i came across so many c.ds which were gathering dust, just sitting there.
I probably had not listened to any of these mixed c.ds for two years. I listened to a few tracks and realised why i hadnt listened to them in so long, they were possibly the sadest mixed tapes i had ever been given, and they used to be the soundtrack to my life, no wonder i wasnt the happiest of people!!
I did however come across c.ds which had been given to me in good times from friends, happy songs, good music, a little brighter than the others, like the one above, called 'more randomness'.
Shocking how a c.d can tell a story, of how you were feeling on the day it was made or how bad or good you were feeling the week you recieved and listened to it? shocking to look back and see how one c.d almost sent you to the very edge of life itself and how another brought you back.

Jessica

Words which would have once scared me, love, marriage, forever,
Are now part of my everyday train of thought,
They inspire my mind, my heart, my soul,
To keep going on this road that we are on,
To keep singing and smiling and breathing.

Suddenly I do not need material things,
I do not need excruciating pain to feel,
Tears do not need to fall to prove I'm here,
Knowing you are under the same sky as me,
It fills my heart with immeasurable glee.

Thank you darling for reviving me,
For showing me how good life can be,
Be mine forever and a day,
Run into my open arms J and promise to always stay,
You are my inspiration, my everything, you are all I need.

Te amo!

An Chead Drama le Seán Ó Coisdealbha

Chum Dia dráma ‘gleann na ndeor’
Agus thug sé páirt ann do go leor
Dráma fada ar stáitse mór
An Domhan.

Sé Dia a chum an tragóid staire
Agus rinne sé leideoir den bhuachaill báire
Táim cinnte glan go mbíonn sé ag gáire
Faoin aisteoireacht.

Chum sé dráma le milliúin radharc
Agus rinne sé leideoir d’fhear na n-adharc
ar chúl an chuirtín as ár radharc.
Na héisteoirí.

Léiríonn sé fhéin a dhráma,
Agus tugann sé na torthaí ag deireadh an áma
Faigheann an leideoir na daoine cama
Ach coinníonn sé fhéin na daoine mánla
Nach aisteach.

Tá mo pháirt sa ar tí a bheith thart
Ach ní raibh na focal ‘am i gceart
Thar fóir sa ngluaiseacht is ó smacht
Ach tá na torthaí fós le theacht
Chaill mé marcannaí

Níl fanta anois ach mír bheag eile
Nó go dtitfidh an cuirtín síos ag Deireadh Fómhair tiocfaidh an dráma ar aghaidh le foireann eile
Agus fágfar mise ag an seoladh Deireadh Fómhair an roilig.

Más uaigní an mhír atá le theacht
Ná an radharc deire a d’imigh thart
Imeoidh mo chiall’s mo mheabhair ó smacht
Agus scoiltfidh an croí in mo lár faoi sheacht
Le uaigneas.

Tiúrfaidh an dochtúr suas a chás
Is fágfar mise ag an mbás

Soundtrack to my week!

daft punk-digital love
sheryl crow-all i wanna do
jet-are you gonna be my girl
paramore-crushcrushcrush
KT tunstall-black horse and the cherry tree
avril lavigne-hot
bjork-human behaviour
shiny toy guns-major tom
ladyhawke-magic
kate nash-mariella
suzanne vega-marelena
suzanne vega-luka
cafe tacuba-eres
ac/dc-thunderstruck
mgmt-kids
david guetta ft akon-sexy bitch
david guetta ft kelly roland-when love takes over
new radicals-mother,we just cant get enough
modest mouse-float on
jess mount-dani

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On Saturday I had what can only be described as a turbulent nights sleep.
Full of nightmares and various images which woke me from sleep in quite an alarming fashion. I woke on Sunday morning early and I was in a rather philosophical mood, and dangerously over thinking every little thing. During this period of intense procrastination i recognised a constant something which never alters something which remains stable. Everything else around me changes frequently, the weather, the building, the faces, the voices, the feelings. So many people walk into our lives and then walk out again. We pass through so many places and see how gradually the faces of buildings will change. Each day we wake and our feelings are different to that of the previous day. You, you are the one constant. Always present, always the same, and i always feel the same about you. This love never falters, it seems to be unaffected by the elements, by landscape , by other people.
Once again last night a silence crept over me, unexpectedly. Not a silence of sadness or of sorrow, just a silence. My mind was blank until I lay in bed and began to think. The only thoughts which entered my head were ones of you, of us, of our life.
I want you to know that my silence with you is never a silence of sorrow but a silence of appreciation, of wonderment, of awe that you have walked into my life and turned my world upside down. You have captured my heart and i am yours.
on Sunday when my thoughts could have lead me to sadness your love saw me through, gave me hope, gave me clarity. Your voice in my mind excites my mind, causes my heart to race and provides a reason for life.
You are my life, my heart, my soul, my friend, my everything, without you there is no me J.
Forever is a long time but it is a long time that I want to spend with you.

*lo que mas quiero en este mundo eso eres*